"stuff", isn't it great??

Man, I sure as hell don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do w/my love life. It's all screwed up. I want Alex and Mike, kinda prefer Mike actually, we could get along better even though Alex is hotter and has that cuteness about him, but Mike has another kind of cuteness. I hope his gf hates him and breaks up w/him, lol. Maybe then he'll be so lonely he'll come to me. Adam came over today, we watched Interview w/the Vampire, and "stuff" happened. I think it was bad stuff. It's not good. I don't know. Can't do it. Things would be easier if I just had Mike. Adam's only my friend... I don't think we could be more. Ahhh, so depressing, being alone, and everyone else is at Homecoming. Everyone, that is except for me, Adam, Ruby, Andy, and most likely Brandi and Sophie rn't there either. At least I have that porfolio thing tomorrow w/Ruby. Well, I'm drained for the day...