I want to kill

"Pushing little children, w/their fully automatics! They like to push the weak around!" -System of A Down

I'm still so torn. I cried again today psychotically over the phone w/Dave Schram. I just don't know what to believe, I hope Eddie's not cheating, how could he do that to me? I care about him so much and he knows I like him alot. Now Dawn tells me that hoe said he was going to break up w/me. He better not. I will die and go insane and I might just kill that bitch. I'm going really psychotic over this, I'm sick of it all. I wish it wasn't happening to me.

I got back from Dave T.'s house a half hour ago. Billy was there when I was so I had to wait awhile for him to leave. Dave tried to hit on me in a way and I was like "oh no, i feel i can't resist" but I knew I had to cuz I'm not a dick like Eddie and I'm faithful. Even though I have my own urges. Oh well. I never act on them. I'm good. I'm faithful.

"We don't need to multuply!!" -S. of a D.