Sitting in this room, I want to die

"Sitting in this room, dark and gloom, four walls that seem to me to be like Hell. Sitting in this room, sucked so bad I might as well be off in jail... Sitting in this room, I want to die, I want to die, I want to dieeeee..." -GG Allen.

I want to be anti-social, yet still want to be nice to all my friends. I made them all their X-mas cards.. Hope they like them, I was poor so that's all I could get.. Eddie's cheating on me, or did and lied. What to do... Fuck, fuck, fuck. Kill her. Kill him. No. Suffer him. Torture her. Kill her. Keep him. Who knows. Who cares. I cried in art and felt alone. Ruby asked if I was okay once, but no one seemed to notice cuz they all suck. Whatever. I should be like Dave T. I'm going to see him tomorrow after school. He's bound to cheer me up. He already did on the phone today. Oh well. More GG Allen.. "I'm a bitch, I"m a sleezy whore!...What's the matter w/u? I'm fuckin' pissed!"