shit

Well, I finally finished reading everyone else's entries. I stayed online long enough too and decided to update again. I know my last one was short and unexplained, but oh well, I can't explain it. Sorry. But I just don't have him anymore. I can never hate that boy. I fear he resents me now though, but oh well, I can't do anything about it. I experienced the same shit. He's just going to have to go thru it before he's happy again. He may move on, we may get back together, but I'm w/Eddie right now and I'm not changing that for him; I can't. What is going on w/Andy and Ruby? What the hell did he find in her? A great friend or what? Sorry about ur dumbass sister, Summer.

Yesterday I got high for the first time.