guys out here

Man, I wish I would sit down and write out what all's been happening since I've been here. Mainly partying though.

But I want to talk about all the guys I've met out here, or atleast the ones worth mentioning for now.

First, there's Vince, I suppose. A guy who obviously likes me but I'm not into him, he looks greasy and has like 5 day old stubble on his face and just doesn't seem like my type, but he seems nice. I first met him when he was walking thru our aprt. one night not long after I moved in, and he looked cool since he had dark shoulder-length hair, but I don't know. He's weird. He's called me many times and I've always been too busy to call him back, and once he came over at 12:40 am after calling, and I didn't get the call, seeing if I wanted to hang out, but it was like Thursday night, and I was just going to bed and I was also in bed w/Jeff, haha, so luckily he didn't see that. I'm turning into a player out here again, of course.

Then there's a cute guy named Matt. At that last party I went to on Halloween night, I got to check out Matt, the local drug dealer, and I thought he was cute. I talked to him a lil'. I was too high to make interesting conversation though, and was mainly just trying to get him to get me some DelTaco, lol. He's from Indiana and he reminds me of my old stepbrother Micheal. He's Christian, though, it's weird, but I'm cool w/that. I think he's cool.

Then there's Mohan: the 1st guy I met in English 2 who I didn't already know (since I knew Jeff, my neighbor, who was in there w/me) and he seemed cool from the beginning. (I need to get more classes w/these people.) Mohan picked me up from school today, after my early class, and we went out to eat at Sushi Boy which is inside a Japanese marketplace. He's Indian, I just figured that out today cuz I'm stupid, but he has such beautiful unnatural blue eyes, and he told me last night while he was hangin' out here smokin' up that he likes vampires, so I told him to read Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles but he says he never has time, but he wants to. We had nice conversation today, last nights wasn't too good since I was high as a fuckin' kite, lol, and kept forgetting what we were talking about. But anyway, I kinda like him and I think he likes me since he paid for my tuna sushi and rice bowl today, gave me the ride home from school, AND called me earlier this evening to ask what I was doing tonight, but unfortunately I had to catch up on hw, which I still have to finish up. It's a good thing though, cuz I don't want to rush anything. If anything, he can atleast me a good friend. I guess he likes me, I guess he doesn't mind that I'm goth. Prolly is turned on by it. Oo he's so cute!

But anyway I just wanted to write in this update about all the guys I like first, since I was reminded of it.

Jeff revealed a few new things to me the other night, which I liked, but he still acts weird. I have big bite marks on my neck from him the other night, hehehe. He's cute, but looks a lil' weird sometimes and just acts weird. He was telling me how weird I am today and saying maybe that's what attracts him to me, and I said maybe. The other night he said he loved me, but that's a diff. story. He didn't really mean it, I don't think, but he just knows how amazing I am now, let's just say that, hehehe.

God, I fucking love everyone out here!

Well off we go. Gotta get up early tomorrow for CLASS!!!!!