Jon's party/metal concert

I drank almost a whole other 40 of Mickey's last night, my new fave over beer, for it's hard malt liquor. I had it the other night at Jon's party also, and I think the night before.

The party was great. Everything was dead when I got home at around 6:00 from school, but soon people started coming back and we started making preperations. There were 3 strippers ordered by Bear, this big black dude that lives around us and visits a lot, but nobody really had the money for it, so when they finally arrived at like around 11:00 I'm guessing (i have no idea when they showed up, I just know it wasn't til later and we started the party b/t 8:00-9:00). They were 2 black girls and one Puerto Rican, I think. They looked ok but I imagined strippers to look better, taller, and more proportionate. Ha, but they were nice, and I got a free lapdance in the private room along w/Jon, Greg, Chewey, and 2 other guys who I'm not sure who they were, lol. I got to slap her ass, and she had a bigger one than mine, yet it somehow looked better than mine I think, lol. I gave her a dollar when it was over; I thought she should have sumthing. Before she did it though I was saying how I've never gotten one before so she let me see her for free and she was like "Just to tell u, I'm bi though, so I don't care..." or sumthing and I was like "Oh that's fine, I just call myself open I don't have a preference." And she laughed and then we got started a few min. after that after I said I don't know if I should watch cuz I don't have much money, but she said it was okay. She thanked me when I gave her the dollar afterwards though. So then anyway, Bear kept trying to get people to put in money on the strippers so they wouldn't waste their time being there, and most everyone went to the pool to see their show, and I heard it was good. I didn't want to go b/c Mohan was there and I didn't want to leave him, plus I didn't have the money, but then I heard girls get to watch for free.

I love being a girl, lol. Even though, yes, they were girls I was seeing. I don't give a fuck. Oh yeah, I saw that girls boobs too, but she didn't shove them in my face, I guess she thought I wouldn't like it, lol. But anyway, I heard the next day from Christina, my roommate, that she made out w/2 of the girls supposedly just cuz she was drunk, but damnit I wish I could've seen that.

I ended up leaving w/Mohan and his friend Oddy, who was cool too, and I stayed the night at Mohan's in Irvine. We left at about 3:00 am in the morning, I had a hard time staying up, I was ready to pass out by 12:00, but I definitely had fun. When Mohan and I got back to his place, we basically just crashed even though I was going to try to eat, it wasn't important, I was way more tired than hungry. Before we got there though and when we were still at the party, Mohan, Oddy, and me were in my aprt. after he suggested that I could go w/him, and I told them about the porno rug and then I guess we decided to make our own porno since I said that Ann-Marie wasn't going to get any action on it, lol, and Mohan and I went over to it, I layed down, Mohan got on top of me and we started making out and Oddy was our cameraman, lol. Then I started taking off my shirt as I was pretty drunk, and Mohan was feeling me up and then he unhooked my bra and started licking and kissing my chest allover and I undid his pants and then got on top of him and pulled up my skirt and let him feel certain parts of my body, and then he lay me back down and got on top of me again and pulled it out and stuck it in and we just started going at it as Oddy was watching, amazed at getting to see this.

Haha, j/k, here's the real ending which should be inserted after the part where I said Oddy was our cameraman: but I started feeling weird so I got up and said "well lets find some food" since that's what I was trying to do before. Mohan's an alright kisser, but to tell u the truth, Jeff is better, but oh well, maybe I can work w/Mohan. He's overall better than Jeff, cuz he focuses on school more and is cuter in some ways, and richer and has a car, lol. But that doesn't really matter to me, wink!

At first I didn't think I'd like having strippers around, but now I want them around more, lol. They were nice people, and the one that gave me a lapdance was from OH too, or some shit.

Oh shit I have to tell everyone about the concert I went to yesterday!!! It was a metal concert at a small bar named Cero's and Nick's band Fate Turns Grey was playing there so we had to come to show our support and I wanted to check out the bands anyway. We got there at about 4:00 since it started early and lasted til 9:30 or so (we didn't stay the whole time though). Anyway, we got in, one band was already playing but I'm not sure what their name was, and they played good and then announced Fate Turns Grey was going to be next. There weren't many people there, and there were these 3 guys that looked really fucked up: One guy was white, tall, and skinny w/long really light blonde hair and he looked fucking dead and walked around w/a hoodie on, and then another guy, also wearing a hoodie w/the hood covering most of his face, was black w/orange long hair and face makeup on, and he was fucked up too, and then the last one was wearing a trenchcoat w/some word on the back that I could never figure out and had black long hair, was white I think, and was wearing a top hat and some shitty skeleton looking makeup, but he looked crazy as fuck. They mainly just stood there most of the time until Nick's band came on. So Nick's band gets set up and then they start, just playing the songs from the demo I have, I think, but the one dead looking guy actually starts really head banging and jamming, and other people do too right up by the stage right infront of Nick while he's singing. We cheered for him and it was cool. The new drummer of their band is kinda cute, has short, but thick black hair that goes out kinda like Criss's used to, but his is mostly straight and I'm pretty sure he dyes it black. I saw him look at me a few times thruout the night too.

Well they finished, Nick asked me to sell his cd's for him, so at the end he was like "We're also selling cds for $5. If ur interested talk to this little girl right here, Heather" and he pointed to me and I just laughed and was like "he called me a little girl!" (Afterwards, I told him he only needs to call me sexy girl or sumthing like that, not little girl and he just laughed at me I guess, ha) and Tony, Nick's brother, told us that the next band that was coming on, KettleCadaver was a gothic type band and at one of their other concerts they had a guillotine on stage (however u spell it), so I was like "we need to stay for at least one song" so we did, but it took them over a half hour to set up and we had to be back here at 6:00 cuz Drew from Insane Poetry was supposed to come over but never did. Anyway, the band looked cool, but the lead singer seemed like an asshole by the way he was talking to people and cussing up a storm, but anyway, they got on, and started and he kept yelling about how they need to turn off the lights for the stage performance, but whatever, so then he starts singing and they sound good and then he takes out sumthing light colored and starts hitting his head w/it, and he has a cowboy type hat on at first, but then he flings it off, and hits his actual forehead w/it and throws it down. I wasn't sure what it was until a few sec. later I noticed blood dripping from his forehead and as the song went on, it kept bleeding and he just kept singing w/all his heart and it was all over his face and in his long black hair too. I thought it was awesome, I finally got to see a musician cut himself up on stage, less than 5 feet away from me, and when he did that the weird dead guy was slicing his arm up too, I think b/c he was right by me, kneeling down infront of the singer and making slashing movements across his arm, but his head was in my way and I couldn't see any blood, but then he started moshing along w/his friends and others joined in. I got Rich to go in once, and he punched a few guys and came back, it was cool. I wish I had my fucking camera so I would've had pics of the 1st concert I saw of them, and then I could've gotten pics of the weirdos, and the other guy bleeding on stage. Well Sheri wasn't too comfortable w/all of this so we had to leave cuz it was almost 6:00 anyway, but I wish we could've stayed. Sheri said she didn't want Rich to get hurt and also she didn't want that guys blood dripping on her and giving her aids, lol, like if it got in her eye, since we were so close to the stage. So we left, came back to their place, hung out here and watched Chuck and Buck, smoked up, drank 40s, ordered pizza and got a kickass deal for only $7, and I got a medium pizza w/pepperoni, ham, italian sausage, and then jalepenos on one side.

Oh it was so fucking good! Then Nick and Sam came over around 8:00 and hung out for about an hour. We think they left early b/c Rich ended up putting Blooksucking Freaks in it and Nick can't handle that shit, or atleast doesn't like it, lol. I told NIck and Sam how I'm their first groupie and also their merchandise manager since I did end up selling 3 cds for them, so I should get a percentage of the bands sales, but they just laughed at me, but still, I'm gonna push for it, lol.

But anyway, also about the concert, there was this other cute guy there too, that I didn't see come in until later, I guess when Nick was playing, and he had long black hair and was thin and was wearing a trenchcoat that looked like it came from Hot Topic. He smiled at me when he walked up to hear the next band, since I was sitting on the front right side. He moshed some too, and I wanted to talk to him, but I never got a good chance, so I was kinda upset about that but oh well. That shit always happens to me. Maybe I'll see him again, somewhere, if it's meant to be. He could've been a member of one of the bands too. But that's pretty much all that's been happening lately. Oh and Sheri and I saw The Elf yesterday and that was funny too. There's a few good lines in there like "The yellow ones don't stop". Ha, but I suggest people see it. Oh and I saw a preview for the 3rd LOTR also and was like "Omfg, I fucking love LOTR! And I was wishing that was my life and I was so entranced by the preview. I know I'm fuckin' weird, but Ruby, we have to see it together again! I'll wait just to see it w/u, if I have to, so don't go seeing it w/someone else! Well I'm gonna go. Talk to u guys later.