eddie's gonna die

I'm listening to NIN right now, a very cool band. I was reading thru their lyrics today and they r definitely depressing.. Just my kind of music.

God, I still haven't talked to Eddie and I'm trying to wait and see if he'll call me and I want to know what he'll say. Ah, I just want to call that bastard up and bitch him out for abadoning me! There can be no fucking good reason. He'll prolly say he ended up going over and hanging w/Brandon and shit and I'm just going to be pissed! I think it's best just to not call anymore this weekend and see if he will. I want to just ignore him, like he ignores me sometimes.

I came up w/another good sketch last night. No exact meaning, just cool. A royal woman wearing a crown of thorns who's handing down another crown to a young girl who gets to inherit it. They both bleed from it. It's a land of torture they live in. Everything disturbing.