know me, hate me

sigh... hmm... think, think.. i can't think. things just happen. what control do i have? i don't feel it. i don't feel much or anything anymore. i used to know. now i don't. i refuse to make change myself. nothing gets better.

hate comes from w/in. i self loath and i loath everything around me. i want to crawl into a shell right now...

i'm too dead to die.

"this was never my world. u took the angel away. i killed myself to make everybody pay."

will u pay the price of knowing me?

i'm so full of despair...

i get broke too many times to count.. one day, will i still be able to be repaired?

ha, i break myself!

Some of us do it fast, but I do it better in smaller amounts...