stupid me

"Run away! Run away from the pain!"-Aerosmith

God, I must be so stupid. I like David Rapp and I know that he would never like me back. He doesn't care for girls. I love Dave and I don't want to break up w/him or anything, but I can't help being curious about other people. I can't stop thinking about it ever since that dream I had last night. He kissed me in it and it felt great. He liked me in my dream. But it would never happen in real life. And even if it did, then what? I don't know what we'd possibly have in common except for smoking weed and being in an art class and the same Spanish class. I do like him though. He's cute and really funny. I'm bored in Spanish w/o him. He's the only one I really talk to in there. But I'm being silly. A relationship w/him wouldn't ever work out b/c we'd just sit around and I don't want to de-virginize him although maybe it wouldn't be bad... I kinda like the idea... But whatever. I'm just stupid and that's that.

"Now there's not even breathin' room, b/t pleasure and pain! Yeah, u cry when we're makin' love, it must be one in the same... We're partners in crime. U've got that certain sumthin. What u give me to takes my breath away."-Aerosmith

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