slipping away

I feel so weak.

I feel so alone.

I feel so stupid.

I feel so empty.

I feel so lost.

I feel so SCARED.

Sleep entangles me and won't let me escape. Escape to my love. It makes me have messed up nightmares, and I want to get out.

I can't get out.

I'm not performing good enough in school, but I can't work.

I can't go.

I can't leave.

What if we die?

I can't leave him.

What if I get hurt again?

I CAN'T TAKE IT AGAIN.