I have no peace

I am so fucked up. I can't take this shit w/Chris interfering in my life. Why can't he just leave me alone? God, I want him to go away so badly! God, I wish I never talked to him and hung out w/him outside of school! God, I just wish he would leave me alone! He torments me w/his stupid shit. I can't ever have peace or happiness! He drains me, if this doesn't stop I just will have to either 1)abandon everyone or 2)harden up even more so I can't take anyone's shit or care. For a while, I didn't care, but he just won't shut his fucking mouth. He doesn't know the facts. He just keeps criticising me and criticising, if it wasn't for him knowing Dave he wouldn't be bothering me so much! God make it end!!!!!!!!!!!! I need help, please, people, help me! Make him stop! I don't need any of this shit, I have enough problems, and he keeps making me explain myself to him, and he won't even understand. I keep saying these things, but I couldn't even back them up anyway. I don't know 100% that everything is going to be fine, but he's making it worse! He's poisoning my mind! And he's just going to shove it in my face if it doesn't turn out fine! He'll just blame me, and I'm the one who's broke! The only reason Dave is, is b/c of the past, and Ashley. It wasn't me! Dave is not a victim of me! Oh god, please help, I'm going to have to go cry in my room.