"when I get inside, I just want to get out"

Well Dave just called about a half hour ago and we broke up. We both felt it's for the best. For now atleast.. I guess. I told him I wouldn't really want to talk to him in school and he's giving me back my spike collar when we come back from Spring Break. W/some trouble, I managed to say "Well, make sure u wish me a happy graduation before my last day." He said of course he would b/c he's happy when anyone he knows finishes high school. Not b/c it's me. I know what he meant though. He just didn't want to be too personal since we're broke up now.

Well. At least I'm free now. Now I can do whatever w/o consequences. The only problem is I'm still stuck in Amelia. Can't find many cool people around here. I'm still going to miss him, I love him, but we needed space. I kinda didn't want to break up, but we had to. He doesn't want me like he used to. I know it wasn't healthy. Besides, I need some more time for improvement. I love improving myself b/t relationships. It's just the best time.

"When I said we, I know I meant me. And when I said sweet, I meant dirty!"-Manson

"I memorize the words to the pt. of movies. It's the only thing I wanna believe. I memorize words to the pt. of movies. This is a new religion to me"-Manson

"I never believed the Devil was real, but God couldn't make someone filthy as u"-Manson

"U drained my heart and made a spade. There's still traces of me in ur face."-Manson

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everyone around...and perhaps, you have a
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What main character on Daria are you most like?
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