partying is fun

I'm buzzed right now. But this wine sucks. I need beer.

SEAP portfolios r due tomorrow, but I think I'll turn it in a day late. I hate school, I just want all the work to be over with. It's stupid to make all of us seniors work hard the last weeks of school; we don't want to do anything anymore.

I wish Chris didn't feel lonely. I feel bad for him. I know exactly how he feels and we can relate to each other so well. It makes me think other things, but I don't know. I'm so stupid. I ruined things at the beginning of the year. Chris is a good friend and I hope he's a lifelong one. I sometimes wonder if there's a bigger future though, ya never know. Chris is a nice guy and he means well. He's very considerate and provides great company. I'm sorry Dave and I put him in a weird position at the beginning of the year when he felt like a 3rd wheel. He is more important than I made him then.

Sigh, oh well... I can't wait til school's over. Only two more weeks and we're gone. We're all going to go out to dinner and coney island maybe atleast once. I'm gonna have a kickass graduation party too and there's going to be lots of alcohol. I can't wait. I want to party everyday until then, but I know I can't. Besides that would ruin it. Rich is coming out w/Sheri too.

I haven't really done anything for my mom for mother's day, but I wanted to take her out to El Coyote, her fave restaurant. She didn't feel like it, so I think I'm taking her tomorrow. She got a lil' tipsy and spilled wine on the couch so that kinda pissed me off.

James and his gf will be staying here for the next few weeks too, but they're cool and it should be fun.