new responsibilities

I know it's been awhile. Just busy w/other things, and didn't have good comp. access, since last quarter I was at school all the time, but this quarter I'm only there for four classes, which helps out a lot. I actually do have extra time now to hang out and be more relaxed and still get all my work done. I'm getting $500 dollars for living expenses next tuesday (it was supposed to be here last tuesday which pissed me off, but i'm ok now) just for going down to 4 classes. All my classes are relatively easy this quarter. I only had to buy one book and it was for Govt. and Politics and I share it w/Jeff so he didn't have to buy one, but he has this extra gay music class that he had to buy an $80 book for. We have Mon. Observational Drawing class together, which is a fucking joke and a waste of our money since it's the same thing as Perspective Drawing so we sit in there bored as hell, doing work we don't need to do, and the teacher's kinda wierd. He has cat eyes, or atleast pupils that drag down to the bottom of his iris. He's a pervert too, but oh well. Not towards women, mainly men, ha.

Jeff and I got into a fight on Thursday, another one started by a gay marriage debate in Govt. and Politics. He is just stubburn on being ignorant and I hate it. He thinks I shouldn't even feel so strongly about people having those rights since I'm not even gay, just my friend is, but I'm like "so?, it's not just about him. I've had other gay friends too, but that's still not the pt. I'm standing up for civil rights whenver they r infringed, just like how the partriot act defies about 6 civil rights amendments." And he was denying that not being able to marry whoever u love, no matter what their sex is, is not a human right, and I was like "How can u think that, when u just heard what that girl said in class?" which was that it's a basic human right to be able to love whoever u want and the govt. is taking that away, or atleat Bush is trying to take it away. He thought it was fair enough to let them go to another state and get married if one state didn't allow it, but I was trying to put him in their shoes, which would be "would u like to hassle like that just to marry someone u love? u shouldn't have to, it's wrong." And plus if that stupidass amendment gets passed, and I don't see how judicial review would let it stay anyway, no gays could marry anywhere in America. And then what? "Oh they can go to another country." Yeah right. He didn't say that though, I didn't get that far w/him, I was too pissed and we were fighting in the open lab and people were interjecting since they were busy playing their nerdy games like they do 24/7 there. But oh well, the fights resolved for now, I just can't talk about it w/him, he angers me too much. But he still is a good bf to me.

Next Friday I'm going to get a PAP smear and to get on birth control again b/c condoms just don't work. I'm kinda scared since I've never had to get a pap smear, but if I really wanted, my roommate will hold my hand for me, but I don't think I'll need her to do that, lol, since she's taking it. I get these services for free now since I told them I have no income, which I don't really have any real income. But I'm glad I'm finally doing this and trying to be more responsible.

Jeff and I have been trying to move out and I've been calling a lot of places, but the problem is they all want us to make at least 2 times the rent just to move in, even though we could afford it w/o that, so I don't think we'll end up getting a place unless we do get a job w/in this next week, which we did go to the job jair at school two weeks ago, and I applied at IKEA and we both applied at Gina's Pizza, but so far nothing back, so I'm going to call them on Monday and hopefully hear something, b/c we need atleast one of us to have a job to move out, and also he has to fix his credit still which is another big problem, but maybe we can work w/some place and tell them that we're paying on it. We have an appt. for these one apartments on Tuesday that want 2 times the rent, but we're only actually $200 short of having it, if we can prove to them I get $300 a month from my dad for childsupport. So there may still be hope if we move in there, but it's a waste of money really to have to have more money which means we have to take out more housing loans, which is going to go up anyway since regardless everyone in Villa Venetia has to move out by the end of the quarter and go to the new aprts. called Cape or go to South Pointe, which I heard those aprts. suck and they're both owned by the same company, so we're going to try to either raise our loan to move out or get a single aprt. which is what my roommate Christina wants for herself anyway, so we have to talk to this Steve guy at school on Monday and try to see what's going on, and we have to get all of our fin. information to show to the other aprts. we have an appt. w/, but it just sucks, cuz I think we'll still be stuck in the housing program for at least another quearter. The good thing is that we don't have to sign up for every year, just every quarter lease, so we can move out whenever pretty much, or it's just a lot easier. I don't want to live w/more girls though, they suck. I rather live w/guys, and they won't allow that.

So anyway, today I get to see Kill Bill vol. 2 and I just saw vol. 1 last night for the first time, ha, but it was good. I've been trying to see all the good movies that are out this spring/summer. There r a lot of good ones still coming out like The Village, Van Helsing, and so on. I already saw Dawn of the Dead, Taking Lives, and Passions of Christ.

The Dark Lotus concert that I got Jeff and me tickets for as a birthday gift is coming up on May 18th I think, so I can't wait to go to that. We're saving about $100 bucks so we can buy some kickass merchandise when we go. I love ICP! This will be the first time ever I will see them live, but it won't be w/them playing their own songs since they're in this band w/Twiztid and other Psychopathic people. Whenever they go on tour again though after the release Hell's Pit Jeff and I have to see them since it will probably be the last time we'll get to see ICP by themselves, singing their own classics, live along w/the new shit. That album is set to come out at the end of August so we'll be looking for tour dates popping out around then.

Well I'm going to go, I hope ur all happy I updated lol.